Wednesday, August 08, 2007 [2:53 PM]

It's making me feel like living is so hard, I'm not wanting to be rich to be a special person one day.
I JUST WANT A SIMPLE LIFE!!!
Is that really so hard?
I don't want to work so hard, is like you are still young. Why must we like work so hard for? We have the rest of our entire life to work until you die.
Aren't we going to wait till one day we can't even walk talk play then enjoy mah? or even when you have the money you're already 50plus 60 then enjoy mah? or even you know you got cancer one day then decide to enjoy? By the time is already too late. Where will you still have the mood to enjoy?
So why work so hard for? You don't know when you will die? Later, Tommorrow, Month time then where is your time to enjoy?

I'm having a hard time living~ I want thing to be simple yet everything turn out to be so complicated. Damn.

I want I want to enjoy my life while I am still young.
Meeting lots and lots of people, going where I want to go, enjoy whenever I can.
How I wish how I used to be the past few year. With no worries. With lots of care taken. I really feel like I being treat like a small princess. =)

There is this guy say this to his gf =
1. Life will still go on without you.
2. Do you expect me to go to your house everyday and cry infront of you?
3. If you dun feel it now you will never feel it, becuase i have given all that i can give le.
4. Go find other guy.

5. You can choose whether or not to be with him.

How would you girl react if you face all these problem?
Is she still so happy being with the guy? Is she still worth loving him?
Can she still tahan still tolerate all this mah?
The guy say all these does he mean that the girl is no longer important to him? He doesn't cherish her any more? He still live without her no matter what?
To a girl he like, he can so heartless saying such hurting and killing word to her. Can't the guy put himself in the girl shoes to feel how it is like to hear all these from the person you love?
Does he really love the girl? If not why he can be so cruel saying all this to his gf?

*Where is his fucking brain gone?

The girl want shopping, but because somewhere somehow she know that her bf start to feel bored and think of other activities he is interested in. The girl is happy.

The girl gave in to whatever her bf like, but it takes time for her to adapt.

The girl will try to get whatever her bf likes.

The girl try not to do what her bf dislike.

The girl gave up and allow her bf to spend one of their weekend to study with him.

The girl just simpily want to spend more time with her bf.

I don't understand why on earth is there such fuckup guy in this world? I feel so sorry for the girl. =X

Life still goes on.