Friday, December 16, 2005 [1:22 PM]

shopping wif a bad turn out

15 Dec...
went orchard wif meiyun and anan...
actually our planning was jus MNG... but its turn out to b a x'mas shopping...
meiyun bought a MNG shirt and fed went watson... anan bought x'mas present for her collage whereas meiyun bought a electronic toothbrush for her bf...
as for mi? i shop nothing...
saw toy fair... fed ask anan n meiyun pei wo go shop... coz buying xmas present for my 2 cousin... haha...
bought 2 big big box of toy for them, almost haf the heigh of mi... "ta men hao xin fu wow~"
lucky wif the help of meiyun... she help mi tk all the while... if not haiz... "die of no hand"
fed meet taryn for dinner... haha... had our curry noodle again... yum yum...
went home by bus... OMG!!!! with my 2 big big box.. hoW? lucky meiyun took the same bus wif mi... 132... if not haiz...
but... i'm changing bus home too... got to handed all by myself...
well anan did ask mi to ask my bf for help, but i sae dun wan... i dun wish to bother him...
and i tot i would manage to carry them all, but found out ltr in the bus, the width of the space like not enough 4 mi to walk tru wif 2 big big box...
ask my bf for help... waited for his msg, but it's turn out to b a bad ans... he say huh... really? and so i reply nvm if he's not free... he jus ask mi tk cab home... faster and easier... if really NO $ or wat den i COME down... and i reply, nvm... he jus telling mi he going slp soon...
meiyun was v nice... asking mi 2-3 time if i wan her to bring home for mi 1st...
feel paiseh... of coz i sae no...
was quite disappointed, coz i expected he will automatically come down and help mi when i msg him telling i'm at orchard with 2 big big box... nv expect him to cum down but at least can wait for mi at hougang mall rite?
who to blame... blame mi lor... for buying present for my cousin...
i tot i can buy them this saturdae, but left wif one and only one box left for each... no choice... haiz...
reach home... of coz 1st thing was to check one of the box which did not wrap up... c whether if there is ani missing part...
shit... found out that one pepper container was missing... nvm, jus one bottle... so packet them all and put them bk nicely which took mi quite long to do tat...
fed... tinking and tinking... like not rite... i din saw ani tap... so tk them out again and check together wif my brother... fuck!!! zhen de lor... dun haf...
the missing tap must go and change lor... coz there got one hole which is to hold the tap de... without the tap, will abit wried... ~cried~ =(
was v angry and really dun haf the mood to do everything...
imagine u carry the 2 box home from orchard and found out thing are missing...?
this time, is really not the time for my bf to call... did gif him a v bad tone... and we argue...
well he did sae sumthing which not v present, but wat to do... MY FAULT~

16 Dec...
skool as usual... but damn tired coz yesterdae 2am den went bed...
not a good dae for mi... bu hao yi si for those who kanna scolding from mi or wat...
i dun mean it and i'm kidding... expectly meiyun... sorry~
suppose to meet my bf todae... but due to yesterdae incidence, i already told him b4 hand i got project todae... i know i'm bad... but once we meet up without ani settled, we'll for sure argue again...
jus now when i was abt to slp, he called... and haf a chat for 44min plus...
we argue again... coz i still angry with tat incidence...
well ting turn bad for us...

am i really a person who really care so much abt other study expecially u?
am i a person who will LOOK DOWN on ur STUDY? and compare wif OTHER?
i do haf in mind to compare study with other but not u~ i'm jus tking tat person for a target~!!
am i really a lousy friend to u?
can anione tell mi? wat kind of person am i?
i agree sum time i really speak abit louder... but tat doesnt mean i'm SHOUTING~
nobodyyyyyyyyy nobody understand mi...