Monday, October 10, 2005 [4:55 PM]

caiyan problem

to whu u tink u are...

i'm sorry tat i neglect ur lonely feeling... but please try to understand...
i nv say others but just mi ok...
if u understand mi then u will understand other too...
after reading i hope our problem will be solved...
when u will know wat really went through all these days without your knowing...

Firstly, u noe u are buzy, how to pei you go out? ya... u noe u r buzy, tat's y u nv go out wif ur frenz too rite?...
why dun u tink for others too? Maybe other might b also buzy wif their own stuff too rite?
NOt necessary bf or poly frenz stuff... they might b buzy wif their family rite?
i can tell u... i neither msg u nor did i msg to my ite n poly frenz...u must b asking even my bf? yup i did the same too...
yet wat u wan to complain abt? wat not fair to u? v fair to them arh? dun believed? u can ask ani of my frenz...
how abt my best frenz? i oso seldom msg her too...
den y u are the one whu complain...
they noe mi well... i seldom msg them... if reply oso tk a few hrs to reply...
go out? meet? pls lor... i oso seldom meet my bf le...
i meet my poly frenz, becoz we study same skool... now we having holidae, we oso seldom meet...
i can dare to swear tat i din tok abt poly life or bf... pls dun put words in my mouth... i feel sad when u do tat... coz u mistaken mi...
when u ask pplz to tink, but y dun u tink 4 urself?
as i sae... even jx msg mi, i oso nv reply, even my bf too... tat the problem i sae save money... u got it?
dun sae u dun haf ur frenz support, den wat are ur blog pic 4? tat mean u sae all ur frenz are fake wan la... they are not ur true frenz?
c how happy u are when u took those pic wif ur frenz...
of coz u can choose to b happy or sad if u are single... its all in the mind gal..
exam? of coz stay at home study...
pls lor, cca important or exam important?
ya i got cca arh, whu sae i dun haf? ... but i dun care arh... i din go oso...den? we oso got test...
is the matter of whether u gt concentrate in skool anot...
tell mi, did u ever really concentrate in skool b4? or u jus slp through out the lessons?
well.. everyone got stress, it jus the matter of whether they wan to show or dun...
ya u did show but wat will u get in the end? more stress than ever... rite?
ok i admit, i sae b4 if u gt ani problem msg mi...
ya... u gt always tell mi ur problem anot? 1 or 2 times? u dun tell mi, i nv reply u mah? zhen de mah?
well i noe i got problem i cum n find u... tat's during ite life rite?
dun tell mi during ite tat time, u gt problem i din help u mah?
i dun understand y u like to take the past n sae...
ya i noe u help mi when once i n my bf break... if not u... i dun tink we ever patch back again... i noe... i nv forgot this... i noe u were there for mi... thank... i'm grateful to you in my heart too..
but i dunno y, now u are putting word into my mouth, where i din do n din sae ani...
aniway... true frenz dun need many... i can tell u... i only has onli one true frenz... u gt 2 is more den enough, pls dun b greedy...
i dunno wat u tinking oso... ya i hate been left out, but u din left out, u know, u still gt ur 2 frenz though... wat abt mi?
ya i noe wat is save sms n save money... but nv do i sae i noe wat is bf...
i noe sum... without bf sum pplz will die, sum will b happier, den u? onli need attention..? or lack of love?
if lack of love and warmth from family, u should take your time to find your true love, in order to compansate your emptiness within your lonely heart...
i'm sure u will find your true love one day... these things must let nature do its jobs... possible without ur knowing, cupid is on the way to find your other half...
i dun believe u really no frenz... as i sae, wat are ur blog frenz for?
well i noe not u call mi, but tat dae, i msg u is wan to care about u, yet end up? wat i got? got scold from u?
ya... is this wat u "so call" treasure ur frenz...?
i got wat u mean.... but is u do wrong ting, kanna scold by boss, u blame frenz... oh.. is frenz ur blaming tool huh?
i msg u not wanting to quarrel wif u...but i hope wat i sae or do, u will listen ... if u dun... den y do u still need frenz where u dun need ani advise???
So please consider wat u had done or giving yourselves too much unwanted stress...
if u tink i'm at fault... sorry... take care...